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Yes... I'm still alive... -_-

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 12:03 PM
Ugh... I feel embarresed... and stupid.
I'm so sorry for not being here 8(

Japan was amazing and I really got the time of my life there. When I came back I had to work immediatly five and a half days a week. To much chaos and tiredness >_<
So I didn't really had the time and energy to draw. I only did some photography.

Now I don't have the job anymore so I'm taking a vacation for a week and then I hope I can work again because I really need money... because I have nothing...
My computer also died -_- Luckily I still have my stuff but not a good computer.

I'm doing now sometimes some concert photography at jrock concerts. It's really a dream came true and I sooo hope I can do it more often. But it's so difficult to get in to it. o_o And I still suck alot in making decent photos -_-;

I really want to thank all the people who still watch me and the new watchers :love:
I really hope I can draw something soon again!

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Plastic Tree
  • Watching: Buffy the vampire slayer
  • Playing: with my abjd's

Going on an adventure~*

Tue Aug 4, 2009, 12:45 PM
Hello everyone~

Tomorrow I will leave to Japan/Tokyo. form 5th of august till 5th of september.
I know I'm not very active here lately but I'm very busy but well now you know I won't be active for a month. 8) After that I will continue drawing ofcourse!

I made a blog together with the friend I'm going. So for the people who might been interested here is it: [link]

Most of the photos will be appear here: [link] and [link]

It's still so unreal and I'm very anxious and nervous >_< but I think it will be an awesome time! >w<

Thank you for keeping supporting me :love:

  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Plastic Tree
  • Watching: Buffy the vampire slayer
  • Playing: with my abjd's

If you could ask D'espairs Ray a question.....

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 18, 2009, 2:30 AM

Hello dear ones~

If you could ask D'espairsRay a question what would it be???

:heart:

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Plastic Tree
  • Watching: Buffy the vampire slayer
  • Playing: with my abjd's

A bit of This and That~*

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 12, 2009, 4:13 AM

Hello dear ones~

It's really a long time ago that I wrote a journal. I'm sorry for not being here that much >_< But I'm very busy and mostly only really active on my photography account: *BlackRoosje
Well I will give a small update for the people who are interested. :3
I graduate from my study (graphic design) and I have now my diploma. It's really strange because this study really went fast o_o Because of some failness I don't have a study this/next year and will study next year. I'm now working (and have to do that for 1 year D8 ) and I'm going to Japan, Tokyo on 5th of august till 5th of september. It's really a dream that comes true! ;3; I'm super excited about it. I will see Plastic Tree in Budoukan on 30 august. It's unbelievable. I also will visit Doremidan there. Things are still unreal to me xD Ofcourse I will update my journal for photos and maybe even a blog.

So my life is really going to change and I'm not sure I will survive the working but I have to xD Oh and my work is DTP I don't know if thats really english xD But it has something to do with graphic design xD (only very boring, but it's something)

I really try to keep on drawing! 8D
Oh shit my subscription is dying ;3;

Thank you so much for the support~! I really appreciate every comment, fav and watch! ;3;
:love:

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Plastic Tree
  • Watching: Buffy the vampire slayer
  • Playing: with my abjd's

Update~*

Journal Entry: Tue May 19, 2009, 9:02 AM

Hello dear ones~

A little update of my life. I almost finished school and I think I will get my diploma/certificate. so that's nice that I completed succesfull 8) (yay then I can call myself a graphic designer xD *snort* ) But I don't think I will do artschool this year but next year. I was just to late =_= (I hate my anxiousness and scaredness to do things and go to things) So I'm going to work for a year... well I try in this crisis. Working will kill me... I just know that but I really have to because I will get money so that I can go finally to Japan (going to try in april) and after that I'm going to try to get into artschool to study Photography. >w<
Well it's a bit of a hard time now for me because I'm not sure what I really want...

But I really want to thank you all so much for the watches, comments and faves~! :heart: They really brighten up my days ;3;

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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Plastic Tree
  • Watching: Some Jdramas
  • Playing: with my abjd's

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